i think sooner or later im gonna become emo again ..

its just that lately so many horrid things have happened ...i really cant stand it anymore..

todae i went for cell outing at pasir ris park and sakae sushi ..
no offence but i din reali enjoy myself ..due to the following incidents

1) i was climbing the thingy at pasir ris park (duno what u call it,, umm the thing with a lot of ropes and is triangular in shape) then some ppl began to shake it, i mean like.. i felt so scared until i almost cried, to make things worse, my foot kinda slipped a little and i almost lost balance and fell . but luckily never la..
despite my crying/shouting/screaming and wailing for them to stop shaking they still did i was really scared lors. i wanted to climb to the top but then i was too scared to, the shaking just made it worse

2) i was on the swing, when ppl asked if they could push me i said no and sorta walked away from the swing. then after a while someone got off the swing so i went over to sit then that person was there and she asked me if she could push me i said no i think i did mention that i was afraid of heights, even if i din mention it was pretty obvious from incident 1 .
anyways i was swinging happily when suddenly someone pushed me from behind and i began to swing higher and higher , again i started screaming like mad " STOP IT !! STOP IT AHHHHHH !! " but that person din listen (actually i duno if its one perrson or two) they just continued pushing , higher and higher , and i was literally screaming my guts out, i was so so so scared ..

3) some one, without warning ,poured cold water down my neck and caused the back of my shirt to get wet.. i never did anything to offend that person lor.. mayb it was a small matter but i was already offended enough .

so horrible ..
i think im becoming girly.. for those of u hu noe me since like.. pri sch, u guys wouldve known i was like quite tomboyish . now im like scared of heights, bugs and blahblahblah
but i dont like girly colours thank God !!